After so much time spent in unhappiness, I decided that moving was the only option left for me to try and God knows, I have tried everything else right here in my home town with zero success. So off I, my two cats, and my bare essentials went, to a temporary stay in another state to test out the waters and I ended up finding a whole lot of wisdom along the way. I share one really big discovery here. Now I know what you DON'T need to do in order to find home.

We all have at least 2 choices to any predicament we find ourselves in. In my case, I could remain miserable the rest of my life, continue to play it safe by staying in an area that I just don't resonate with anymore, or I can get it together and try living somewhere else. Yes, it is scary, yes, it is by far the most challenging quest I have ever gone after, but after the first time I felt the extreme version of fear, i.e. terror, and slayed the dragon spewing it all over and through me, I found an inner power grow within that I had all but given up as gone forever. And that makes the challenge so very worth the effort. It is a gift to myself that no amount of money can buy.

I wish I had known a whole lot sooner that all I had to do was agree to go along with those inner stirrings of wanderlust of mine in order to be at peace with myself and my world. But, oh no, that would have been just too dang simple for such a complex individual as myself! I need a good swift kick in the butt sometimes in order to get moving and now was no different. I just wish I had consented sooner than I had once I discovered that it was possible to feel like a normal human being again after such a very long time.

Have you felt a deep level of discontent about where you are living now? Do you find little or no pleasure, much less any passion about your current town, so much so that it seems like you have no other choice but to bale out and just find some place else to live? Do you feel all alone in your world, even though you have friends and even family around you? Perhaps its time then to honor the Noah within.

Determining between what is real and what is just a set up to bring about some kind of shift within is just about impossible so don't wear yourself to a frazzle trying to figure it out! I have had several experiences involving crazed emotions of late and they seem to follow right on the heels of having had a blissful day filled with the knowledge that I am most definitely on the right path. Why this happens, I won't pretend to know but I share my experience here to let others going through some similar bazaar experiences to relax and allow whatever seems to be causing today's crazy feelings to pass. And they will, with or without your complete understanding of them but you will feel a certain sense of having passed through the tunnel into yet another level of acceptance.