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The Time of Choices
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Jesse Goodman
To paint a picture inside the heart with emotion ... that is my definition of HeartFire. It is something which is part 'felt' part 'experienced'. I started this area as another way to express my life's passion of the Path2U. My greatest desire is to help others discover themselves and in doing so ... what makes them happiest in this living experience. There is no one right answer, for it is specific to each individual. This area is not only about sharing 'MY' perspectives, but a space where many of us may share our energy and just like a mirror ... see a reflection of our own truth.
thank you so very much for participating with me,
Jesse Goodman

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By Jesse Goodman
Published on 05/11/2008
 
It has been a little while since I have shared here. Been a little busy in my own life with moving and such. I have missed it though, and I have been
looking forward to returning to share with each of you. It really is an amazing feeling for me ... and I hope ... YOU ! This will be a short story ... I think ... LOL ... enjoy ! There is a song I have heard many times, and although I would say it is not my typical style ... the message and the power of emotion in it is something which I find absolutely amazing as well as appropriate for what many of us are feeling right now. The song is called, ' Breaking The Habit " ... and the chorus ... ' I'm Breaking the Habit Tonight '

The Time of Choices
    I would like to invite you once again to take a few long, deep breaths as we all connect with one another to share in this space today. Remember as we allow ourselves to feel the lines of energy connecting us all at the heart, that this space is actually INSIDE us and always there. When you are searching to connect with another's heart, you need only allow yourself to connect with your own heart ... and discover them there. For quite some time now it has felt as though there is no longer enough time in the day to accomplish everything. And yet it continues to intensify. This is simple a direct result of the new paradigm of earth which we all have chosen. Today we will share with you one way you may lessen the intensity and the pressure you feel, and begin to enjoy the new earth as you have created it. From our perspective, your life is a result of a simple process of vibration and attraction. You are always vibrating energy through the choices you make. If you can imagine that each choice you make is like pushing a button which determines the vibrating energy of a field ... which, based on which button you pushed, then begins to form into a denser form of energy you call matter. The building blocks of your reality. YOU are quite literally 'creating' your reality around you with your choices. These choices act like a vibrating magnet of sorts, which draws to it similar vibrations to make harmony. There is no right or wrong in this process, only harmony and resonance. This is happening in every moment, over and over, recreating itself, all of your time. Now I can hear you thinking ... I am not make that many choices ... ha ha. But in fact your are dear ones. This is actually one of the roles or job
functions of the human brain. Your brain has been cataloging your choices for your entire existence and storing them for just such an occasion. When a choice comes up, your brain pauses and looks to you for direction. If no direction is provided your brain then looks at your past history of choices, combined with all the rules you have written such as : when I do this I get hurt ... , and makes the choice appropriately. This sends out a vibration exactly like the 1000 times the previous day the same process was enacted, creating the same reality, and the same result. This is what you call ... a HABIT. The key to changing this is much simpler than you think, but you are simply not used to doing so. You could say your habit is to not break habits ... ha ha. All that is required is your conscious participation in the choice. When you see the choice before you, and you consciously make the choice ... your brain does not need to fault back on the default. That process never even comes into effect. Your 'new' choice has a slightly different vibrational signature to it, and therefore the matter formed from it will be different as well. Now there are some other things we wish you to be aware of as well in this process. There are actually multiple vibrations you are sending out at the same time and much of the frustration and tension you feel in your daily life is a result of this vibrations not being in alignment with each other. When you do so, you are actually pushing 2 different buttons at the same time.
As an example we will call on Kam once again.
You see Kam had this job which she worked at for many years. When she first began this job it was everything she had wanted in her life. There were times when she felt as though someone has designed the perfect job for her. Now over the course of many years, Kam began to change. She began to discover new interests and passions in her life which were more in harmony with who she was now. Kam found herself daydreaming and Imagining what it would feel like to allow herself to experience more of these passions every day ... and in her imagining it felt amazing. Then Kam would snap out of it and return to her current job, and friends, and routine. Little by little, Kam's job, which she enjoyed so much, seemed to really bother her. She found herself not wanting to go to work each morning as the situations and tension there seemed to be steadily climbing each day. You see Kam had been creating a specific vibration of energy with her imagination, a very powerful one filled with emotion and heart energy, and then creating a vibration with her physical action which opposed it. She had already CHOSEN a new direction for herself in her life, one which had more to do with her passions, yet she continued to take steps out of habit which were part of an old choice. This created a dis-harmony of sorts, as her physical vibration and her Intention are creating opposite to each other. Now typically when this type of situation takes place it progressively becomes more and more painful ( imagine 1 foot walking down the path left and the other to the right ) the longer it continues until finally it hurts enough that you change something or are forced into it by the force of you own creation. Like in Kams situation, she may eventually get transferred to another role or even lose her job, before she actually allows herself to take physical steps that are in alignment with her intention. There quite often are steps which can be taken within your current situation, for it is not required to make a large physical leap every time your wish to change. Only that you align your physical steps with your intention. You may ask yourself ... ' Why am I choosing this ? Are your willing to take an honest look at your true motivations ? Do so without judgment, but merely as a check to see if you are acting out of habit ... or you are CHOOSING. If you feel unsure then remember to simply follow your heart and allow yourself to experience the result. You may find you actually enjoy this ... ha ha.
So next time you find yourself with a moment to yourself ... when something you had planned is canceled or take less time that you thought ... what will you CHOOSE to do ? Will you allow your default system to fill in the blank, or will you choose something different ?
Will you say ... I'm Breaking the Habit ... Tonight.
Each choice and experience helps you discover a little more about who YOU are ...
another step along the Path2U !