HIGHER SELF THROUGH CAROLYN GERVAIS                                                                                                                                              awakeningyou.com          

STEPPING INTO COSMIC CONSCIOUSNESS

 Even if your mind and heart are heavy with challenges…let the love and joy of this New Year that is expressing all around you, soothe your heart and soul.  Let that love, light and joy seep into you through every pore; with every breath you take.  For you are the essence of that light, love and joy.

As you know, life is not about Maya, it’s about Spirit, Light and Love as God; the Creator of the Universe. Every day there are many who are feeling a kind of emptiness that no matter how hard they try… it cannot be filled for very long.  Some feel confused because physical desires can and often do begin to lose their prior charm after a certain amount of energy and enthusiasm has been put into them.  That is when the intensity of one’s passion for “the” desire begins to wane and dull.  It then dawns on the person that what they believed would become their life’s passion was really just a temporary diversion from the emptiness that they were hoping to permanently fill once a particular desire came to fruition.

To those of you who have been a participant of Earth for a very long time and are very astute on inner levels…you begin to realize that even though outward human desires can manifest in your lives; the happiness from them can be temporary and fleeting; for however long that happiness may or may not last.

Many humans see themselves; Earthly existence and other humans with the eyes of physical limitation; that is, until the Ego self or human self…comes under the control of the Cosmic Self and transcends physical sight into a more all encompassing view of the finite and infinite.     

In case you have forgotten, it is your Essence of God that is dreaming the dream of your Earthly sojourn. To God, you as a physical being are a channel or temple if you will…who was created to express “God’s” expansive consciousness in ever creative ways, as you expand in consciousness.  The only way to see beyond the dream reality to the true reality of who you are; is: To expand your inner knowing with inner and outer experiences.  

It is natural for people of all ages to have an unending supply of physical human desires, of which need to be sifted through for your priority list of life goals and probability, before they are acted upon.   But somewhere under all of those human and fun desires is one longing desire that could overshadow all others if it were to be realized.  For you see that the only real desire there is, comes from the soul, and that is to Know God, Know Essence, Know the real Self.  All other desires are desires of the dream itself.

First of all you understand that there is the visible you that sees life only with physical eyes.   As a child, everything those physical eyes see, the body and mind want to have and experience.  That is great and wonderful because that is how a child learns to discriminate between what is and is not desirable.   If a child is given every toy they want though; it doesn't take long before they are bored with most, if not all of them.  On the contrary, if a child is only able to have a few of the “things” he or she wants, they usually maintain interest and more easily create new ways to use and play with what they have been given.  Either child though can grow into an adult that never feels satisfied with what they have or have not had.  The child who has had everything:  As an adult they can never have enough to stay entertained by life, and therefore always need something new and different.

Though the child that had very little of what he or she wanted, and had to make do with…could still grow up with a longing to have everything he or she did not have as a child, the possibility to be content with fewer possessions as an adult… is much more likely and probable, than with the child who was given everything.

No matter how a person might look at it, human desire alone; if not under the control of the soul aspect… has the power to trigger any number of negative responses in one’s life experiences.

Just because one grows into an adult body, does not mean the person in that body always acts like an adult is expected to act.  How is an adult expected to act?   That depends on the situation and a person’s wiring, childhood imprinting and soul experiences… but here are a few examples of what could be called the actions of an astute adult.

.  Adults think before they act or speak and do so in the most non-harming way they know; when approaching a situation, subject or person.

.  True adults are honest in their dealings; are assertive but in non-harming ways and see everyone as equals, who all want to be healthy and happy.

.  Adults work at being objective so that they can recognize what is fair or not fair. Understanding human nature and having integrity develops objectivity.

.  Adults realize that God has no preference as to how He She is worshipped, as long as it is with love and compassion for all people, regardless of beliefs and customs.

.  Adults care about other people, especially if they are in need of help.

.  Adult leaders work for the good of the people they are serving. 

All of the examples we have given as to how the actions of a true and astute adult play out, are accomplished because of the desire to express in non-harming ways, the desire to be honest but yet assertive in non-harming ways; the desire to understand what objectivity is, so that fairness is possible; the desire to understand that God has no preference as to how He She is worshiped…you get the picture.

The question is: if human desire often causes disappointment, fear and pain; which it does; what is missing in the human aspect that will evolve desire into an energy that does not harm but in fact will heal all suffering in one’s self and on the Earth?   First there must be an understanding of what it is that is missing in the desirer.  What is missing is the energy of the Cosmic Consciousness of God working through the human being, also known as God Man or God in man.

In a time when suffering is rampant and fear is over-whelming the Earth and its people… what part does desire and love play in order to tap into the Cosmic Consciousness of God?    The more fear, pain and suffering there is, the more confusion there will be as to whom and what will save the human race.  Some believe that God (Cosmic Consciousness) must be angry at the people of Earth or why else would there be so much hate, anger, greed, catastrophic events and death going on all over the world?  And others believe that God has abandoned them or why would He She allow so much darkness to remain on the Earth and in the minds of so many?   You know the answer! 

It is human desire that has and is still causing all the darkness on the Earth.  The desire to have it all, regardless of who gets hurt in the process; the desire to be the wealthiest nation in the world, at any cost; the desire to have one religious dogma or another that will dominate all the religions of the world,  for  power and money.  Then there is the desire to have all you need and too bad for those who don’t have what they need.  This is the chant or motto of those who fear losing that which keeps them high up on their pedestal.   This comes from the justification that it is okay to take from those who are deemed less worthy, by the greedy.  These are the kind of desires that create corruption in your world in all of its forms and it is time for you who see, know and understand the wisdom of compassion; to use it to change the status quo in your world.    

The only way to awaken a world that has lost sight of what is truly important and real, is to strip away the false beliefs that blind people to the true meaning of life.  Why do you think there is so much suffering and loss going on in your world right now?   The answer is obvious, is it not? How else will people of the Earth learn about equality, necessity and giving, unless they are forced by the harsh consequences they have manifested in their own lives and therefore the lives of others, because of self serving feelings, words and actions?   How else will the human race create a purpose or need to move closer and closer to the door of soul, Essence, light and love; where understanding self and God begins.

At this time in the evolution of humankind, all are growing weary of Earth’s lessons from false desires, and are beginning to understand that all human desires that do not serve the good of all, have a shelf-life.  That shelf- life will vary from person to person and from lifetime to lifetime, as will the lower desires of need, want and having.

Many of you are struggling in your individual ways, to keep your heads above the fear and evil that is seemingly taking over lives and your Planet Earth.  If the evilness of fear, is not affecting you either personally;  financially, physically, emotionally, mentally or spiritually…realize it is affecting those around you everywhere.    Any of these can inhibit creativity; freedom and prevent equality… causing confusion and unrest in one’s life. 

Unfortunately, many who are financially and materially secure, can be somewhat blind on compassionate/heart levels, as to what many are experiencing in their struggle to find jobs, keep roofs over their heads, pay their bills, be nourished  in body and mind, let alone fulfill desires.  Then there are the very unbalanced who are found in all aspects of life; who in their ignorance, feel a need to destroy people and societies that don’t see and think like they do. This uncompassionate energy continues to create a type of smugness and a selfishness that is perpetuating hostile radical solutions; causing a greater separation among humans as they are placed into categories of worthiness and unworthiness, according to race, creed and their station in life… as to who “should have” or “not have” a decent life.   This argument is taking place on both sides of the aisle, though one side has more compassion and understanding than the other.  But that is up to each of you to decide as to which side you feel has the more compassion and understanding of what will bring humanity out of the darkness and into the light of equality, and lovingly merge the two sides; the two extremes being played out.

You are all at a turning point in your own lives.  Those of you, who want to really master the lessons of Earth, can only do so once you master your thoughts, feelings, emotions and actions.  In other words: learn how to bring your thoughts, feelings, emotions and actions, under the control of your Soul Essence, your Higher Self and open the door to your cosmic consciousness; God, Christ, or whatever you call the deepest most allusive part of you…that which goes beyond the human visible part.

It appears that the dark and the light are at war with each other, but light cannot be at war with anything.  It is the power of the light that is causing the upheavals on your planet and amongst each other.  Light brings evil to the forefront to be confronted.  So what you are seeing is evil fighting evil; darkness fighting darkness through the visible/outer ego aspect of mankind.

A miracle is needed on your Earth right now and it will come at some point, according to your individual ways of taking control of your own lives…a control that can only come from the Essence of God that lives in each.  Control here is not about force, it’s about letting go of fear; it’s about doing what you can to free yourself from viewing life as if it is ending before your very eyes in a ball of hatred and fear.  There is no end to life, to Essence, but there can be an end to darkness.  Darkness is merely spiritual ignorance, of which is so pervasive that chaos, greed and tunnel vision are blinding those who believe that the power of money, the power of evil, assures the fulfillment of all desires.

How many of you feel you have control over what is taking place in the world?  If you do, you are correct, but what is it that you are doing that will allow you to have access to your God given ability to control your own personal world?   In other words, what system or practice are you using to gain access into yourself to confront and heal your self doubts, your issues and your personal inner pain?  Let us show you a way to begin or to continue on your path to your Cosmic Consciousness?

Make a choice, a commitment and the desire to find your way into Cosmic Consciousness, also known as God, Christ Consciousness and Samadhi.  These all describe a meditative or devotional state of mind, where the mind is gradually and temporarily withdrawn from the senses by internalizing and interiorizing one’s focus.  The object of your internal search is to feel the life force energy within you.  It is that energy that formed your soul and your body.  Think of how miraculous your life force energy is as you feel the breath of its life move through your lungs and into your body. 

You have all worked very hard to acknowledge your fears and resolve, heal and transcend them.  Now you are ready to let go of them as you practice attuning to your Cosmic Essence or Cosmic Consciousness.  The more you practice attuning to that frequency, the more balanced and in control you will feel in your everyday life.  As you work to balance with your Cosmic Essence, you will begin letting go of worry, depression from your past and present fears, and the beliefs that have made them seem real.   For it is this energy that will eventually bring you total understanding of your life as, (your name).

The more you practice reaching into yourselves at the Cosmic level, the sooner the darkness in your own lives will dissipate into the nothingness from hence it came.  This will bring more light to the world and speed up its transformation into love and equality for the many, until it reaches all the people on Planet Earth.

As long as fear and all of fear’s relatives, such as anger, hatred, resentment and so forth, are a big part of one’s human psyche, they will be closed off from Cosmic Consciousness.   This means that their free-will believes more in what is not real than what is real and therefore will be blocked to their own light until they begin to free themselves from the dream of the Earth reality.

Many are asking: “How do I let go and let the light of the Cosmic Essence fill, heal and hear my call for peace and Oneness?”    And what we will ask is that you take the time to sit down and relax every muscle and fiber of your being.  Then breathe in the light of God; of Essence; of life or whatever you call the energy that created and continues to create the Universe and you.   Then, let your mind center on a kind of devotion to that source.   That higher power can be God, love, essence, light, cosmic creativity, a Master teacher, saint or even “Yoda.”   It doesn’t matter what or who you turn to in your time of inward focus, as long as you focus your energy on something or someone bigger than your little self.  Spend as much time as possible throughout your day doing this type of inward work and asking for guidance on whatever specific concern you may have as you continue to relax your mind and body.  Once you have asked for or have said what you want to say to your inner power… let it go and begin breathing in deeply and exhaling very slowly.  

As you relax and let go of all that may be causing you discord, focus on your intuition center.  This is between your eyes and right above the bridge of your nose.  Once your mind and body feel relaxed, let your breathing even out and become natural.   While concentrating on your intuition center between your eyes…let your thoughts be still or float around you like feathers in a breeze.   Some of you may eventually begin to hear a high pitched or low pitched sound inside of your head or body.  If so, concentrate on that sound instead of thoughts and let it carry you deeper and deeper within your being.  This sound is part of you.

 If you do not hear the sound, continue to concentrate on your third eye or intuition center.  You do not have to use your physical eyes to look up to this center unless at first that helps you to focus more easily.   But if you are able to, just feel that center by focusing there.

With daily practice you will eventually begin to experience a comforting, a warmth, from the inside out as you learn to quiet your mind.  If your mind begins to wander, say a word that opens your heart by feeling the meaning of that word from your heart.  That word or few words could be “Peace Be Still”, “God reveal Your Self,” or just say the word “God” or “Creative Self.”  Then let the thought stop but maintain the feeling of still calmness as you focus on your third eye or intuition center.   Then let your thoughts go and just feel the peacefulness, the comfort, your devotion or love.   Allow yourself to go deeper and deeper into that feeling, letting go of the world and the body for awhile.  Stay in this state for as long as you can before you let yourself come out of it.

As you continue to do this daily in a quiet place, you will more and more be able to prevent your thoughts from causing you unwanted feelings or emotions in your everyday life.  If you do begin to feel disturbed in any way by a thought or something that would ordinarily cause you to become imbalanced, tell yourself that you don’t have to go into that feeling, that you will find a peaceful, kind or loving way of taking care of the feeling or situation.

As you continue this practice and become dedicated to it, you will keep going deeper and deeper into yourself and gradually move into your Cosmic Consciousness.  Do not look for things to happen or try to make them happen.  Let the God energy take care as to what, how and when “It” will respond to your devotion, your love, peace and wisdom.

You are going through the dark night of the soul dear ones, as some would call it. That is why there is so much devastation going on around you and all over your world.  Countries, governments and people in every part of the world will no longer settle for the status quo.  They like so many of you, have come to the point where you are willing to sacrifice something or parts of yourselves, for your human rights; for world equality.  To those who sacrifice their lives, they joyfully do so for you and that is their soul and sole mission.  That is their choice and gift.

It is you the people of the world that are taking back your control to have, and to be free to express to the depth of your Essence.  No matter the appearance, great changes are occurring and you can help these changes by the practice of tapping into your Cosmic Consciousness every day, and touching the light that is your true destiny.

Don’t be afraid, for all is well and a necessary process of life, in order to bring Cosmic Consciousness into the world through each of you who allow yourselves to serve as the human channels of the Cosmic energy.   Moving into this energy is the next huge step for humanity, in order to transcend the human dream that has gotten out of control.

Your Cosmic Consciousness awaits you.                                                                                                                     

Let your light shine brightly on all.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                  

Higher Self of Carolyn Gervais                                                                                                              awakeningyou.com