Welcome everyone!  Another month, day, hour, minute has gone by.  Where did time go?  I knew it was going to go very quickly.  We gain a half a second a month.  But I never expected to have so much slip through my fingers as fast as I can create.
I am focused and I look forward to get what I want.  I am in motion creating in the moment.  I still felt like something was missing and still looking.  I didn’t know what it was.  I clearly knew that I was anxious about “what’s next”?  Is there more to prepare for as we evolve?  Has my awakening kept me stuck because of doubt or fear?  It is so very close to me.  But it’s as if I can reach my hands out and touch it.  And I don’t have it.

Are you feeling empty and waiting like I did to see what’s next?    I never imagined what would take place when I asked JON KELLY to be a part of our radio show.  (www.insightsforthesoul.com) 

Here I am in anticipation of getting my voice recorded prior to show.  Then in confirmation for this recording, I was to call on Sunday.  Of course, my day with the grandchildren and/or family.  It just so happened that my husband’s side of family came to visit.  Jon Kelly asked me to call at 2 p.m.  Why not?  Obstacles?  Like anything else right now.  Family brunch to meet with everyone was scheduled for 1 p.m.

I had no previous instructions from Jon Kelly except to call at this time and it would be 10-15 minutes of recording.  Okay, no problem.  For some reason, I trust what the universe is going to provide.  Yeah, right.  Any time I get close to my truth everything happens.  The unexpected is one of my best results.  I figured that I would let my granddaughter (who is 2 years old and very connected to me) stay with her cousin and my husband.  No problem.  I would only be gone the most, I thought, a half an hour.  And we were at the buffet in a casino.  No obstacle…I will just call on the cell. 

However, my commitment to my family, I went to lunch and had everything thought out. It felt like it was going well until I called Jon Kelly on my cell phone.  Jon stated that it was best that I call on a landline.  He would get a better recording than from a cell phone.  Of course, all the phone booths are open, no closed booths.  The slot machines in the background were loud and disturbing.  I had to find a telephone landline somewhere in the casino.  I searched and asked around. 

Finally, I was told there were phones by the hotel registration desk and it was a little quieter.  It was on the other end of the hotel.  There was still some slot machine noise behind but nothing too disturbing.  Time was running out because my appointment was at 2 p.m.  It was ten minutes after my appointment.  Jon Kelly is prompt which I respect.

I was so in a rush that I had to attend to my personal needs for Mother Nature called upon me.  Whew!  Barely made it.  Ran back to the telephone area.  There was someone on the phone beside me and on top of that I didn’t have enough money to call.  Oh no, I need to use my debit card so I wouldn’t get interrupted to deposit more coins.  It would be embarrassing to get disconnected in the middle of the recording.  I don’t know where I was calling.  I thought it was California, but afterwards I remembered he is in Canada.  Have you ever used your debit card and all the numbers you have to press to get one phone call?  (Try it with no reading glasses.)

Jon Kelly is precise and a professional as well as a gentle, calm person.  He quickly told me he was recording me for 20 minutes.  He wanted a good recording.  There was a little bit of noise in the background, not much.  Then he said that he would let me talk and if I knew what I was going to talk about.  NO!  I didn’t get that information.  This was not part of the plan. 

It’s just like my life.  Then I re-focused on what was going on in my life.  I had a lot to share.  The most important for me is “what’s next?”  I easily talked for those 20 minutes.

Long story short my journey was a 45-minute process.  The reaction that I received from my family because I was fifteen minutes late than I had stated.  Whew.... typical day of obstacles.  It was an interesting process.  It brought up the subconscious communication to the surface. 

Jon had no history on me.  He didn’t know me.  The information that was revealed on the show is not on my web site or any marketing materials.  Jon Kelly is unique and he is well known for what he does.  It isn't for everyone, but you will hear what he has to say about my recording. 

Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm, was I ready for this. Absolutely!!  I was a bit uncomfortable hearing it over the air.  I had no idea what he would reveal.  What happened was he opened up THE TRUTH of my core existence.  It was a risk. 
I want to know what my subconscious is doing at this time.  I know that I am close.  I am tired of just feeling I can have it and yet, what am I reaching out for? 

Do you feel that you deserve more and you want more?
Are you tired of measuring up to expectations of the world or to everyone?
The economy hit me hard and I have been determined not to participate in the belief that I cannot move forward.  Do you feel this way?

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