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"Always"
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Sherry (Kannass) Fechter
Sherry was born into a rural family, the best of the best in the farming world, as the homestead was the largest and most modern of its time. It was here that she formed the roots of a lovely connection with animals and all of Mother Nature and to this day, such a setting is where she can find a deep inner peace while connecting with Spirit. After years of devoting her life to her job, all hell broke loose internally in 1998 and thus started the inner work of clearing out all the rubbish of old, outdated religious beliefs, lack of worthiness and self esteem issues, and deeply held wounds that simply would no longer be silenced. Sherry has spent the last 11 years breaking through barriers within through study, and various healing modalities. She is a Reiki master, she is certified in Reconnective Healing and Spirit Communication, and has attended the Barbara Brennon School of Healing Science, Lionheart Institute, to name a few! Sherry has been a ferocious closet writer for most of that time and is now ready to be heard. If all goes well, you will see her book appearing on the shelves in the near future! Her intent is to assist others in self acceptance and letting go of outdated beliefs of ancestral origin by sharing her story, her insights and helping all affirm that it is okay to be who you really are. Hopefully, there will be a little humor thrown in for good measure!

Sherry can be reached at sherangel@hotmail.com
 
By Sherry (Kannass) Fechter
Published on 09/18/2009
 
Holy cow! Can it get any more unnerving than it already is??!?!! When will I ever again feel the security of loving what I do, enjoying all my friends and family again, and being comfortable in my own skin? When does transcending end? Or at the very least, reach some kind of level where I can at least relax and find some peace? I feel like I am in the middle of a drink shaker, being tossed around vigorously, in order that what was once solid, breaks down into liquid to be ingested. And honey, that is not comfortable! Support is hard to find as everyone you know seems to be somewhere else in this wild process of ascension and restructuring. But there always is one to turn to.....

In these crazy uncertain times, the constant challenge to accept the ever flowing changes make it very difficult to find an inner peace or sense of security any where.  Having the knowledge that the massive invisible shift that all God's people are experiencing at the very core of our beings, along with the real evidence in our outer world, was planned and intended to happen does not make it any easier to live with.  If we could but view it all from a higher perspective, we would know in an instant that all is well and right on track for what needed to be changed to continue life on earth.  Let's fact it, something had to give!  Most of us have lostall sense of value on what really matters and exchanged oursoul for all sorts of material gain, be it financial, egotistical personal power or just control.  Somehow, love got lost in the mix, causing families to express their feelings for each other with things, instead of time.  Respect for each other died, common courtesies and just plain kindness to each other dwindled away, lost in the need to succeed.

However, all is not lost.  There is a refuge available to each an every one of us.  In all this chaos, one thing, one being, remains consistent, most often silent, buy always there.  And He is the subject of my musings this month, for He wanted me to remind you, that He is still there, ready, willing, and able to listen, and help.  I love the word, 'always', as it gives me such great comfort to know I am heard every time I speak to Him, my God. I like to express my gratitude and love to God for many things, especially so while I am driving and when I do, He confirms that He heard me with a simple 'always'. To me, it means He is always listening, and more importantly, He is always loving me, no matter what I am doing, be it inappropriate or not.  And that, my friends, is the best warm fuzzy anyone could ask for!  Always trust and always have faith, He has not deserted anyone. Always.