Higher Self of Carolyn Gervais 

All life is birth, death and rebirth; in a continuous and unending cycle or circle.

Physical birth, on the human plane of existence is no different than any other type of birth except in the way birth manifests in each realm and through each being.  Your human birth, as you all know, begins with conception.  During the time the embryo is forming, it is the soul who is deciding which genes, chromosomes and what type of wiring the human body and mind will have in its incarnation.  The parents chosen; usually are chosen for various reasons that have to do with what the human as a soul chooses to awaken within itself, during a particular lifetime.   Soul contracts with the souls that will have the greatest impact on your ever evolving mind, body and emotions, are chosen before birth; as well as specific kinds of imprinting of which will predispose one to certain traits and what actions might be triggered through experience because of those traits.

Like any other kind of birth, physical birth takes a lot of hard work and energy.   Human birth physically and emotionally is more intense for the mother than it is for the baby.  Why?   It is most common that the soul does not enter into the fetus until seconds before it is physically birthed.  A mother that is extremely sensitive to energy is sometimes aware of when her child’s soul Essence enters her through the top of the head.  As it does so the mother might feel like the breath is being sucked out of her for a few seconds, as the life Essence of her child moves through her and into her baby’s body, at birth.

During the time a birth is taking place for both the child and its parents… a death of sorts is also occurring on many levels for the parents and the newly incarnating soul.  A death the parents are experiencing is that their old way of life will continue to be changed, altered, and in many ways transformed, mentally, emotionally, physically and spiritually.   And no matter how that manifests in their lives it will continue to change who they become.  As for the new born child; the veil will soon block some, most or all conscious memory of the soul on the spiritual side of the veil.  Since children coming in now will feel that more intensely, it is important for aware parents to keep their child’s memory of who they are beyond their physical appearance, alive, by reminding them often that they like all beings… are first and foremost a soul that is forever a piece of the Creative Source called Spirit and that they are as you are…the transformation of “Life” that has been condensed to fit into an aspect of itself as a human soul, projecting its Essence into a perceptual image called a human body… in order to become more aware of Self.

As stated before; birth and death is continuous throughout ones’ life.  Often times in your life, you will experience a birth of some sort, before you’ll know what needs to be let go of.   Let’s say an opportunity to move into a different area of work is offered to you, but you have to move to another part of the world.  You don’t want to pass it up because it is a dream job come true and you have always thought about living in the part of the world, where your new job awaits.   In order to make the transformation from your present way of life into your new one, you will have to figure out how to resolve and let go of your old job; the familiar everyday things in your life, and the relationships you will have to leave behind to make room for the transformation into your new job.

When experiencing a death first, such as a loss of a job, a home, a friend or a loved one…you most likely will not be prepared to move through it or to come to grips with it for a time. This might mean not having any insight as to what to do next.  So you have no idea of how to get through the day, let alone heal or transform the situation.  It’s as if you have become blind and are stumbling around in the dark, because you are not yet able to see where you are headed.   This is an example of a type of death that takes place before one is birthed into a new aspect of themselves.

Do you remember your first day of school?  Was it nursery school or kindergarten?   Were you a happy child that day or a fearful child?  Whatever you felt that first day of school…you were at the beginning of the end of your childhood, however long that would take.   Whether you were the more adaptable child or the one afraid of everything…you had no choice but to find your own way to balance resistance and acceptance so you could grow into other aspects of yourself… as the gradual death of your  childhood was taking place.

Those of you who were happy that first day of school, were experiencing it as a birth into something new, though you couldn’t define it.  As the child you had little thought, if any, as to what you would be giving up to move through each birthing transformation life would present.  The death  Your wiring allowed you to embrace the birthing process of life…with a little less kicking and screaming than the fearful child.    of the old to have the new was insignificant for you because the new captured your child interest.

What you are actually feeling when you are in fear, is a death of a part of you; a death of something  you believe you cannot live with or without; whether that may be mentally, emotionally, physically or spiritually.  It’s a challenge to say the least…to face any kind of threat to ones well being on any level.   How you face any kind of perceived death has much to do with the kind of wiring your soul chooses.   Later we will explain more.  

Do you remember when you were an adolescent?   Adolescence is the natural time in one’s life, when learning to be an adult is critical.  In the ‘50s children and adolescents were taught to basically be seen and not be heard; especially in the presence of adults outside the home… unless spoken to.  Back then, that behavior was expected and acceptable and often it worked quite well.  How’s that working now parents?   The young adults, teens and children of today are not wired that way.  They are wired to seek out and learn how to accept and be accepted as equals in today’s world.  They will not sit back and not be heard for long before they demand it through some behavior.   The youth of today are wired differently and the older ones are speaking out as to what changes they want, in order to birth the new world view.

 Right now the Earth’s collective gross consciousness is vibrating at the level of adolescence and   resisting maturity.  The energy that has created this mentality must be allowed to die through a transformation we are calling birth.  In other words:  Each of you must die to the old mentality to birth the new world; the new mentality.

To better help you to understand about your own or someone else’s unique wiring; we are going to give you an abbreviated example of what we call a “Soul Chart.”   A “Soul Chart” is a tool that Carolyn uses to help people better understand the way they are wired physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually and how to use that wiring to master, heal and accomplish what brought them to Earth at this time.   This chart is a real SC that will be based on the collective gross, mass consciousness of all humans on the Earth, this day in April 2009.

1) Soul Age: The Earth is loaded down with the collective energy of what is called a Young Soul mentality. The present level of Young Soul energy that is expressing on the Physical Plane at this time… shows that human kind is moving into the later stages of mastering order and civilization.   This Young Soul energy however, is still very oriented towards the materialistic aspect of physical life as it relates to the human body and its ego needs.  

2) Level of Young:  The level of “Young Soul “energy that is expressing right now; is a busy and active energy.   This busy and active Young Soul energy is preparing to clean up the mess it has made for the Earth and its inhabitants for thousands of years.  It has matured to a level now where it is time to complete, heal and balance the massive degree of cause and effect it has created on the Earth…and allow a “Mature” mentality to take over.  The clean-up includes the transformation of old karmas, outgrown laws, worn out traditions, out dated religious dogma and the healing of personal and political relationships… to make way for the new world order.

3) The Role:  The“Role” of the mass, collective energy the Earth is reflecting right now, is that of a “warrior.”  That is the gross dominate role of mankind on the Earth at this moment.   A warrior mentality can be one of persuasion, which can express as a nurturing force of action or as a violent force of action.  Warriors are single minded doers who act to defend themselves.  Eventually the warrior will awaken to his or her destructive, manipulative use of force… through not only the death of intimidation, but also through the birthing process of inner transformation. 

At this time, Earth is defending herself from the destruction being done to her through this warrior mentality and like you she too is going through a transformation from within herself.

4) The Mass Goal:  The goal of the gross, collective consciousness on Earth at this time is to “Re-evaluate” every aspect of life that has led humankind to this level of evolution.   As said, the conditions on the Earth are going through the birthing process.  Right now all of humanity is turning inward, in a matter of speaking and Re-evaluating who and what they are and where they are going from this point.   With Re-evaluation comes Growth and rebirth.

 You will notice people overtly withdrawing from life and becoming more introspective and maybe even delving into spirituality or religion of which they have not done before.  Re-evaluation can also take one into deep states of awe and simplicity of life, as they seek to understand themselves as energy. Even those who are playing the cruel and heartless roles in life have souls.  At some point they will either have a change of heart or they will leave the Earth in whatever way they choose, as life transforms everything, from the inside out.

No matter who you are or how well off… you are going through inner and outer changes, whether it be consciously or not.  You as humanity are evolving either off… or temporarily off the Earth, through a process of death and birth.  Death and birth are just another way of saying letting go of the outgrown to make room for the new.   In whatever way this transformation manifests for you…you are awakening into a dimensional aspect of Earth through the transformational process of (dying) to the 3rd dimension either with or into a 5th dimensional human form.

5) Primary Means of Expression:  The gross collective consciousness on Earth is expressing the need to regain its inner true “Power” and to stop feeling hopeless and powerless.  True power comes from a heart with compassion and through the understanding that all humans deserve equality and to have their basic needs met.  “Power” can express as a forceful authority such as dominance… or through an innate wisdom to understand human nature and its universal needs.    

That which is abused and forced to give up its power, will fight or kill to take it back.  But the only way to regain ones true power is through the understanding of the roles one has played. Once responsibility is taken for those roles and the consequences that have accrued; Power will be restored.

6) The Attitude:  The mass collective energy is expressing an “Idealistic attitude” of how the world should be, but isn’t.   The problem is that there are too many idealistic views that are clashing and creating more for humans to fight about.  Having the ability to bring together positive Ideals of all kinds and manifest them, will only happen through those” Idealists” that are able to create what will enhance the life of all humans and not just some.

7) Mass Collective Fears:  There are two” main fears” that stand out through the culmination of all fears on your planet right now. One comes from “Arrogance “and the other from “Greed.”   Arrogance is the fear of being vulnerable, which often hides behind Arrogance.   Countries and leaders, more often than not… puff themselves up with Arrogance to appear more powerful than they believe they are.  All is a game of hide and seek.  When humanity stops hiding from itself, that’s when life will truly be lived.

Arrogance often breeds the fear called Greed.   Greed is the fear of not having.  With a Young Soul mentality being dominant on the Earth… greed fits nicely into the collective consciousness.  Greed is all about manipulating to possess what it desires; emotionally, physically and spiritually.  There are many levels and degrees of manipulation. 

 Though our abbreviated SC is not in its completed form… we do hope it gives you an idea of what a “Soul Chart” is able to reveal to those who are seeking greater self-awareness, through a higher understanding.   Carolyn creates a “Soul Chart” with the help of her intuition and her Higher Self.  The physical distance between her and the client is not important.

 In closing, know that there is always a positive and negative polarity in anything created in duality, including our abbreviated “Soul Chart.”  For every good there is a form of not good, which is relative to each.  But in truth polarities are not separate, they are one.  In your world they appear to be separate in order to play the game you have been playing since the beginning of humanity.  It is time in your evolution, to bring all polarities into balance and therefore unify as one.   As both hemispheres of the brain come into balance and work in complete harmony with each other, the (birth) of the new brain is taking place.  During this birthing process, the limbic brain is being brought under the control of the new brain and (dying) to the old brain; the brain of polar opposites.

Remember…The Gift Is Life.                                                                                                                                          

Higher Self of Carolyn Gervais                                                                                                                                                                                                            awakeningyou.com