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Carolyne Moran
Welcome to the Human Angel Chronicles...may these articles uplift, inspire and empower you to be all you came here to be.    With love....Carolyne
 
By Carolyne Moran
Published on 10/15/2008
 
"Once I was lost, but now I'm found"........these words from "Amazing Grace" aptly describe the first few decades of my life 

How The Human Angel Chronicles Began
When I was invited by Steve and The Group to write The Human Angel Chronicles, I had no idea what format they would take, such as a question and answer segment, a sharing and swapping of stories that touch hearts and inspire souls, or a combination of things.  Quiet reflection, and my ever reliable inner guidance system, has led me to feel that The Human Angel Chronicles will evolve naturally as time goes by, and need not be a set in concrete type of monthly article at all.

This being the first entry into The Human Angel Chronicles, I feel it is fitting to give you an overview of how I came to be writing here in this space, at this time in my life.

"Once I was lost, but now I'm found"........these words from "Amazing Grace" aptly describe the first few decades of my life.  For such a long time I wondered who I really was, and why I felt like I did not belong anywhere or with anyone.  I have always  felt different to others, like an outsider, even within my own family.   I did not think or feel that I was better or worse than anyone else, just different.  I have felt like a square peg, trying to fit into a round hole!

I have been a seeker and searcher of higher truths for some 3 decades, and have been somewhat like a gypsy moving from place to place as the need arose in my life, while raising children and working in a range of somewhat unfulling jobs in support of them.

The only times my life made any sense to me, whereby I had a sense of fulfillment, were the times  I was able to assist another, and this generally occurred in a typical "kitchen table counselling" informal chat situation.  Whether it be with friends, or work acquaintances or sometimes complete strangers, I found that my words somehow lifted them higher, and it was at the moment when they smiled and the worry left their faces, that I would feel waves of tingling rolling through my entire body.  A feeling I must say, I enjoyed very much, (and still do), but did not for a very long time, understand that it was my higher, wiser, broader perspective self confirming for me that this indeed was my truth path.

Although I did not understand fully how I knew things about people without really knowing them at all,  I was able to recognize over the years that I had a gift whereby I was able to assist others into empowerment by helping them to find their own solutions to their concerns.  I somehow knew within myself, that by finding their own solutions, that they would endure and be far more empowering for them, than if I handed the solution to them on a plate. 

What I was not able to recognize and understand was that excitement, joy, punch the air happiness, jump up and down on the spot feeling that I constantly felt when assisting others in this way  =  you are in your passion!!  

When I first read the description of a Human Angel by the Group, I cried and cried for a very long time.  For the first time in my whole life, I actually had a point of reference to who I was.  No one, up until that point had  really understood me. They tried, bless their hearts, but really I think most people found me a bit to weird.  For example, I do not feel an attachment to anything or anyone.  I do not need someone or something to make me happy.  I dont have attachments to people, situations, possessions or outcomes, and because of that, I have often been accused of being cold hearted.  The exact opposite is true in fact. 

Recently,  Steve and The Group lovingly helped me to understand who I was, why I am here, and why I have felt at my most peaceful and content when I have had the opportunity to be of service to another.  At last, someone actually understood me, and I finally understood myself.

 They explained to me that I was an early Crystal Child and have pretty much remained hidden up until now, waiting for the collective vibration to catch up with my crystal energy.  They helped me to undetstand that my crystal energy made me highly sensitive to others emotions and vibrations, and it is because of this high sensitivity that I am able to assist them into empowerment and healing, through my words.  They explained to me that I am a Healer from many many lifetimes, and the modaility I have chosen to heal through this time around was my words.   I am sure you can imagine how awesome I found this information to be, not to mention me realizing I was not so weird after all! 

They helped me to finally understand  the excitement, joy, punch the air happiness, jump up and down with glee on the spot feelings as mentioned above, that I had and still have each and everytime I am in service to humanity, is because that is what I was born to do.

That then is a condensed version of how I came to be here, and again I welcome you  to this space, and trust that The Human Angel Chronicles will become a truly beautiful, inspiring and empowering place for you to visit.

Until next time.....Espavo!